The I Ego Convinces You Fear is Real

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the I Ego.

Nothing and everything can not coexist. To believe in one is to deny the other.

All thoughts are decisions and decisions are continuous, every decision is an answer to a question. Miracles are thoughts, one makes the physical the other creates the spiritual. This can only be due to a split mind.

Consciousness ( I Ego ), the level of perception, the first step of the split mind. This brought rise to separation making the mind a perceiver instead of a creator. The Son of God denies its existence believing the I Ego is god.  

Your reality is what you believe and what you believe is what you think you are. Mind always produces as it was produced. Produced by fear, the I Ego responds to fear. Love has no response to fear because it does not recognize it as having any meaning.

I Ego is always in a state of attack when perception is viewed as gain or loss. One perceives the other as the enemy creating an illusion of war. I Ego will either attack immediately or retreat and wait for a later time.

The I Ego thought system is complicated and fear based on change. When the illusion of separation occurred this was the first change causing the split mind to wander off into wonderland. Love is eternal and changeless.

Many see 2020 as a year of fear, enslavement, change beyond imagination and the biggest and longest masquerade party ever to be held. By using the word pandemic all chaos broke loose and the fear of scarcity raised its ugly head. For others they will see this as the year of vision and removal of the veil.

Fear is a call for love, in unconscious recognition of what has been denied. ( ACIM 217 )
All judgement is an attack on the Son of God, which is an attack on yourself.

Perfect love casts out fear. If fear exists, then there is not perfect love. But only perfect love exists. If there is fear it produces a state that does not exist. ( ACIM PG. 14 )

Fear is the veil covering the face of love. Fear is projecting love is extending which is sharing. The only thing you have in this world is choice you are either projecting or extending.

Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. Here lies the peace of God. ( ACIM )
Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”
“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )
“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

The Separation AKA Split Mind

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the I Ego.

Many individuals look at the world today in disbelief and they should, nothing makes sense because it is insanity.  Some will blame God and some will blame the Devil aka Satan aka Lucifer for pulling the strings of those who call themselves leaders.

The following quote creates the perception that God was in this world and has left.

“For years we’ve been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?” ( Anne Graham )

God is love and love can not identify with anything other than itself. Love is truth and eternal, as is peace, and knowledge. This makes it impossible for God to be the creator of man and earth.

All things you see are made not created. All things you see are illusions made from the split mind aka I Ego. All things you see, hear, smell or touch are your thoughts, perceptions, which are projected which become your beliefs.

Perceptions are always changing and therefore truth can not be found in this world. What you believe does become real to you even though it is an illusion. All questions never really get answered because there are many different answers or opinions for those questions. Everything is always changing and this causes fear to rise up. 

The I Ego has convinced you that you need things, or lack something. This creates fear and division, because the only way you can fill this need is to take it from your brother. It doesn’t matter if you want to call it an exchange, there will always be a lack or need as long as you believe there is one. Love does not lack anything because it is everything.

The separation is the illusion made to make you believe you have or need a body. So when you see another body you reinforce this belief of separation in your mind.

” As I look out through the picture in the frame I imagined, I only see what I want to see, believing this is my reality only having meaning I give to it. Blinded by perception thinking it is all happening outside of the body likened to a Master Magicians illusion.” Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”
“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Why Do I Continue to Crucify The Son of God ?

Disclaimer: I know nothing. It is not this author’s responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusionary world made by the I Ego.

KJV Acts 9:4 ” And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? “

This story in Acts is about the Son of God who was blind or asleep in a dream state and was awakened by the Light aka Christ aka Holy Spirit.

From this junction on Paul knows who he really is. Paul had been crucifying himself every time he was persecuting others. For all are one which is the Son of God.

The I Ego aka con man convinces you by telling you pleasure is found in your flesh. The trick is pleasure in the flesh only leads to pain and death. To clarify, death is the continuous cycle of the ( illusion ) dream state.  

KJV Romans 8:10-14 ” And if Christ be in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. 11 But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you. 12 Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh. 13 For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. 14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.’


Paul realized it is the mind that needs to be resurrected. The flesh is the illusion made by the I Ego aka wrong mind of Christ and by denouncing the flesh aka illusion we find the truth in Christ`s resurrection.

I have been experiencing a cleansing of the I Ego, for this author it starts with forgiveness and understanding the true meaning of this. When I started to really examine my thoughts it became clear I was crucifying my brothers and sisters through the projection of the flesh and what I thought their motives were.


As I continued to judge them it became clearer how I was really judging myself through how I was projecting them according to their actions and visual appearance. This became very frustrating and somewhat humorous when I would instantly know it was happening as I realized how meaninglessness my thoughts were. 

I say meaningless due to knowing who we really are and how this illusion had me trapped. I now continue to work on seeing beyond the flesh and accepting all as a Son of God and my brother. ( gender is only used to clarify spirit as one if you like you can use daughter or sister  )

Christ showed the flesh was meaningless through the resurrection of the mind and crucifying only comes from the I Ego.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”


“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )


“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Forgiveness Is A Key To Happiness Even In The Dream ( illusion )

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the I Ego.

Before we can reap the benefits of forgiveness we must first understand what true forgiveness is. Many times I have said I forgive you without any real passion behind it. For those who understand who they really are, will know forgiveness is the key to releasing guilt. When I forgive someone I am also forgiving myself.

Being as Christ the Son of God along with all my brothers and sisters it is guilt from separation conjured up by the I Ego which formed the duality or split mind. In this illusionay world we are told ” You can do anything you set your mind to ” This is another trick from the I Ego mind to make you believe you are in control and can make your own reality.

How much anger, resentment and bitterness is too much? Any of these controlling feelings will eventually destroy your relationships and your health. It doesn`t matter if your current relationships haven`t caused these negative feelings, there will be a time when something will set them off.

There are always two sides to forgiveness if you were the individual who was harmed even if the perpetrator has never come to you and asked for forgiveness it is up to you to forgive. This can be very hard to do and it may take years before you have realized how much damage holding onto this has caused you and others. It is not necessary to do this face to face but it is vital to do.

Now if you were the perpetrator first you need to admit you were wrong and ask the individual or parties you harmed for their forgiveness. Making amends as soon as possible is important. However you must recognize when it would be best to do so. It would be wise to let the individual have some time to cool off or recover physically or emotionally before you attempt to reconcile your relationship with this person.

When you understand how great you feel after you have done your part you will want to rectify any future incidents you may become involved in quickly. When you have taken responsibility to ask an individual for forgiveness don`t expect to get a positive response all the time. Some individuals may not forgive you, understanding this is not your responsibility one must now move on, your part is finished.

Just shrugging the offense off and not really accepting or being serious in asking forgiveness will only delay the healing process. This can eventually become noticeable by others in the way you interact with those who were involved. From past experience this kind of behavior can lead to deeper resentment and cause more damage in the long term.

Learning to live in a forgiveness state for this individual is a lifestyle I have come to understand and know. This was only the beginning of learning what true forgiveness is and as I understand more why forgiveness is actually about forgiving myself no matter if I was attacked or I was the attacker. This is known as reflection in the dream (  illusion ) made by the I Ego.

All pain is due to separation which has made guilt seem real projected by the I Ego thought system.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea

“Finding Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )


“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.

Competition is Really Division Which Projects Attack

Competition is Really Division Which Projects Attack

Disclaimer: I know nothing. It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusionary world made by the I Ego.

In this illusionay world everything revolves around competition due to commerce aka money. Many individuals believe competition is good, it keeps you honest and makes you strive to be better. The truth is competition divides and has caused a lot of grief and heartache for many who have fallen into the trap set by the I Ego which is separation.

Competition also creates an environment of power and control especially for those who could become a threat to the area of expertise being guarded by the individual in charge. All one has to do is look at how business management groom and train there up and coming leaders. We find competition in the home among family members whether it be mom and dad or brothers and sisters competing for some kind of attention due to feeling left out or separate.

We see the highest level of division in politics, religion, sports and school aka children’s prison. Little children are brain washed from an early age to believe if you want to succeed you have to be the best in the game or classroom. How many kids lives have been affected in a negative manner by what they believe was failure over a bad grade or a ball being kicked shot or hit in a game that really doesn`t mean anything when you eliminate the I Ego. How many kids have been bullied for being different? How many fights have broken out and how many injuries have occurred during a sports event?  ( Yes I know it was the individuals choice. )

Politics is the tool used to keep the masses divided. By focusing on two main parties an illusion of choice is created when there is really no difference in the agenda which is control and loss of freedom. Freedom is just another illusion from the I Ego which projects false hope. There is no freedom within the wrong mind.

Everything is perception ( thought ) which creates projection. Projection doesn`t need to be heard or seen for it to be effective. All thoughts projected are the reflection of the one whose mind it comes from. All thoughts projected are either healing or attacking. Healing is love attacking is fear. The I Ego is the wrong mind instilling fear which projects an illusion of separation.

I leave this for the reader to ponder. ” There are only two emotions fear and love the choice is yours. “

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Searching For Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”