Why Do I Continue to Crucify The Son of God ?

Disclaimer: I know nothing. It is not this author’s responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusionary world made by the I Ego.

KJV Acts 9:4 ” And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? “

This story in Acts is about the Son of God who was blind or asleep in a dream state and was awakened by the Light aka Christ aka Holy Spirit.

From this junction on Paul knows who he really is. Paul had been crucifying himself every time he was persecuting others. For all are one which is the Son of God.

The I Ego aka con man convinces you by telling you pleasure is found in your flesh. The trick is pleasure in the flesh only leads to pain and death. To clarify, death is the continuous cycle of the ( illusion ) dream state.  

KJV Romans 8:10-14 ” And if Christ be in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. 11 But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you. 12 Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh. 13 For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. 14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.’


Paul realized it is the mind that needs to be resurrected. The flesh is the illusion made by the I Ego aka wrong mind of Christ and by denouncing the flesh aka illusion we find the truth in Christ`s resurrection.

I have been experiencing a cleansing of the I Ego, for this author it starts with forgiveness and understanding the true meaning of this. When I started to really examine my thoughts it became clear I was crucifying my brothers and sisters through the projection of the flesh and what I thought their motives were.


As I continued to judge them it became clearer how I was really judging myself through how I was projecting them according to their actions and visual appearance. This became very frustrating and somewhat humorous when I would instantly know it was happening as I realized how meaninglessness my thoughts were. 

I say meaningless due to knowing who we really are and how this illusion had me trapped. I now continue to work on seeing beyond the flesh and accepting all as a Son of God and my brother. ( gender is only used to clarify spirit as one if you like you can use daughter or sister  )

Christ showed the flesh was meaningless through the resurrection of the mind and crucifying only comes from the I Ego.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”


“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )


“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Forgiveness Is A Key To Happiness Even In The Dream ( illusion )


Before we can reap the benefits of forgiveness we must first understand what true forgiveness is. Many times I have said I forgive you without any real passion behind it. For those who understand who they really are, will know forgiveness is the key to releasing guilt. When I forgive someone I am also forgiving myself.

Being as Christ the Son of God along with all my brothers and sisters it is guilt from separation conjured up by the I Ego which formed the duality or split mind. In this illusionay world we are told ” You can do anything you set your mind to ” This is another trick from the I Ego mind to make you believe you are in control and can make your own reality.


How much anger, resentment and bitterness is too much? Any of these controlling feelings will eventually destroy your relationships and your health. It doesn`t matter if your current relationships haven`t caused these negative feelings, there will be a time when something will set them off.

There are always two sides to forgiveness if you were the individual who was harmed even if the perpetrator has never come to you and asked for forgiveness it is up to you to forgive. This can be very hard to do and it may take years before you have realized how much damage holding onto this has caused you and others. It is not necessary to do this face to face but it is vital to do.

Now if you were the perpetrator first you need to admit you were wrong and ask the individual or parties you harmed for their forgiveness. Making amends as soon as possible is important. However you must recognize when it would be best to do so. It would be wise to let the individual have some time to cool off or recover physically or emotionally before you attempt to reconcile your relationship with this person.

When you understand how great you feel after you have done your part you will want to rectify any future incidents you may become involved in quickly. When you have taken responsibility to ask an individual for forgiveness don`t expect to get a positive response all the time. Some individuals may not forgive you, understanding this is not your responsibility one must now move on, your part is finished.

Just shrugging the offense off and not really accepting or being serious in asking forgiveness will only delay the healing process. This can eventually become noticeable by others in the way you interact with those who were involved. From past experience this kind of behavior can lead to deeper resentment and cause more damage in the long term.

Learning to live in a forgiveness state for this individual is a lifestyle I have come to understand and know. This was only the beginning of learning what true forgiveness is and as I understand more why forgiveness is actually about forgiving myself no matter if I was attacked or I was the attacker. This is known as reflection in the dream (  illusion ) made by the I Ego.

All pain is due to separation which has made guilt seem real projected by the I Ego thought system.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea

“Finding Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )


“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.

Competition is Really Division Which Projects Attack

Competition is Really Division Which Projects Attack

Disclaimer: I know nothing. It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusionary world made by the I Ego.

In this illusionay world everything revolves around competition due to commerce aka money. Many individuals believe competition is good, it keeps you honest and makes you strive to be better. The truth is competition divides and has caused a lot of grief and heartache for many who have fallen into the trap set by the I Ego which is separation.

Competition also creates an environment of power and control especially for those who could become a threat to the area of expertise being guarded by the individual in charge. All one has to do is look at how business management groom and train there up and coming leaders. We find competition in the home among family members whether it be mom and dad or brothers and sisters competing for some kind of attention due to feeling left out or separate.

We see the highest level of division in politics, religion, sports and school aka children’s prison. Little children are brain washed from an early age to believe if you want to succeed you have to be the best in the game or classroom. How many kids lives have been affected in a negative manner by what they believe was failure over a bad grade or a ball being kicked shot or hit in a game that really doesn`t mean anything when you eliminate the I Ego. How many kids have been bullied for being different? How many fights have broken out and how many injuries have occurred during a sports event?  ( Yes I know it was the individuals choice. )

Politics is the tool used to keep the masses divided. By focusing on two main parties an illusion of choice is created when there is really no difference in the agenda which is control and loss of freedom. Freedom is just another illusion from the I Ego which projects false hope. There is no freedom within the wrong mind.

Everything is perception ( thought ) which creates projection. Projection doesn`t need to be heard or seen for it to be effective. All thoughts projected are the reflection of the one whose mind it comes from. All thoughts projected are either healing or attacking. Healing is love attacking is fear. The I Ego is the wrong mind instilling fear which projects an illusion of separation.

I leave this for the reader to ponder. ” There are only two emotions fear and love the choice is yours. “

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Searching For Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

What Is Real?

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the I Ego.

Over the past 7 years it has been a roller coaster of a ride for this writer, the ups and downs have come and gone as fast as the days goes by. It is understood by many the universe and man are one consciousness split into many.

There have been many individuals who have written about what is called the STRAWMAN and how this fictitious identity has been used to create another identity for the masses by way of creating another birth certificate. The primary use of this second certificate is for commerce. All the letters of the name are in capital letters ( JOHN DOE ) spelled this way on all government and financial institution documents.

This creates an identity most individuals have no clue they have. Now we have taken what we call the flesh and eliminated it by creating an imposter who you are responsible for in all of your dealing with the above mentioned institutions. Welcome to what you believe is reality. This is your new twin partner in crime. The term shadow government has been used by many to help expose the corruption within the system. You could also call your twin your shadow.

On your journey to finding out who, how, why, where and what, you first must see how all of what is call life on earth is an illusion. ( everything is magic ) Nothing is seen with the eyes all things are projected from the I Ego mind or the Spirit mind. Don`t confuse the mind with the brain.

You may have heard it many times before, everything is perception which is projected thought. When I realized every thought I was projecting was judgement no matter what the situation or conversation I now understood it was a reflection of me created by the I Ego trying to escape from guilt and shame due to separation. I was projecting my guilt and shame on my brothers and sisters.

Dream = Imagination = Illusions

KJV Genesis 2:21 ” And the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept: and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof; ”

22 ” And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man.”

Adam is in reference to the first MAN aka what is called the human.

Nowhere does it states Adam woke up. He or should I say most of us are still asleep in a dream state. Also note ” made he a woman ” God does not make anything he only creates.

To make something is to need something aka scarcity. God doesn`t need anything, he is just waiting for us to wake up.

The Beatles may have been onto something.

Let me take you down, cos I’m going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever

Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It’s getting hard to be someone but it all works out
It doesn’t matter much to me
Let me take you down, cos I’m going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever

Adam begins dreaming and creates a partner, we now have duality. There is a right mind and a wrong mind. Adam is now following the wrong mind the I Ego god. He doesn`t realize what is happening other than his need to fill a void. Adam makes Eve and she becomes his first idol. This now becomes his reality. From here the story ( dream ) moves in the direction of disobedience ( sin ) and then onto separation.

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”

Living In A World Of Duality

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the I Ego.


Many individuals believe duality was created for man to learn how to live together in harmony. How long do you think this will take?

Living in a world of duality means all things and beings are in opposition. Just take a moment and look around and you will see the obvious such as man verses woman, black white, right left, love hate, good bad ect. Now look at nature and you will find in the plant kingdom continuous battles over water and food for survival, birds in the air creatures in the sea, the animal kingdom many call this survival of the fittest. This understanding is called the circle of life which only leads to death.

Many individuals believe this does not apply to humans and believe in reincarnation which is the continuous Merry Go Round aka circle of life.

The illusion of duality created by the I Ego is the cause of death in the mind of the individual. Reincarnation is merely moving from one dream to another. Just like when you think you fall asleep and dream you believe it to be real until you appear to wake up.  At this point you are thinking this wasn`t real and you are correct. 

Being a Son of God as Christ you never left home, falling into a dream state created by the split mind choosing to deny, due to forgetting the truth of wholeness is the cause of guilt. The I Ego, is a man made god who you follow aka god of the Old Testament, commanding sacrifices, destroying nations and bringing wrath upon the chosen ones.

There are only two gods the true God of Love and the imaginary god ( I Ego ) of the flesh and there are only two emotions love and fear. The I Ego wears many hats and can be many things. It`s main goal is to keep you believing you are a body and everything happens outside of you. By doing this it creates separation and causes you to look here for healing. All healing needs to be done at the spirit level. All pain emotional or physical is the cause of guilt and shame from the illusion of separation.

How do you feel when a loved one leaves and you become separated? In this world it could be from a disagreement, divorce or death. We have asked the questions many times why did this happen?  Why would a loving God allows these things to happen? Perhaps you have said this is unbelievable or I just don`t understand this. These questions and more have been asked about many things we perceive to happen here on what we call planet earth.

A loving God would not create anything that divides or ask for sacrifices. Once something is divided it is no longer whole. The I Ego in order to survive has to continue to expand and divide. The above questions can only be answered with truth which is why this is a dream and not real. Everything made by the I Ego is perception being projected creating the illusion of your reality.

What has man actually learned over the many years other than how to try and survive on a rock that is supposedly floating around in something called space?

For this author the I Ego is more than stated below, it is only real because it has been given meaning. How many times have you said or heard this is or was insane?

Some definitions and thoughts about the Ego below for the reader.
e·go
/ˈēɡō/
noun
noun: ego; plural noun: egos

a person’s sense of self-esteem or self-importance.

Psychoanalysis:
the part of the mind that mediates between the conscious and the unconscious and is responsible for reality testing and a sense of personal identity.

the part of the psychic apparatus that experiences and reacts to the outside world and thus mediates between the primitive drives of the id and the demands of the social and physical environment.

 Philosophy:
(in metaphysics) a conscious thinking subject.

Origin
early 19th century: from Latin, literally ‘I’.

“The Ego, however, is not who you really are. The ego is your self-image; it is your social mask; it is the role you are playing. Your social mask thrives on approval. It wants control, and it is sustained by power, because it lives in fear.” ( Deepak Chopra )

Infinite Love,

Jack Shea
“Finding Truth”

“Knowledge is knowing which gives you wisdom that enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.”